Baby #2, or #4?

The question of when/if we are going to start trying again has come up, too many times to count, in the weeks since we lost the baby.  Sometimes I wonder how people can ask me such a question after I have suffered an unimaginable loss, and then I ask myself the same question.  Hopefully if God wants [...]

Anger

I wanted to post last Friday, which would have been exactly one month since the baby was buried, but I didn’t.  s I also didn’t go by her grave. I haven’t been there since that day, and I can’t bring myself to go now.  I drive by the cemetery almost every day as I come [...]

A New Year, and therefore a Meme is involved

Since I’m sort of starting over here, I thougth a meme would be a good easy first post.  I’ve seen this on a few blogs, so naturally I’m copying for myself. 
 January – Took Ava (my almost 2 year old) on her first plane ride when we went and visited my parents.  They decided to spend [...]